lm not commenting on this song lm just chatting here for its as good as anyplace to reveal this, you know songs played a major part in the background of the ambience around H.T. at night, in the House of Attitudes. l had no idea a the time though and it wasn't by accident l was to find...they were speaking a cryptic language to my sub conscious mind. l was in charge of the music in the restuarant and l have to say l was brilliant...Ha.
lts astonishing to me now what was played around H.T. lyrically...its me and him in the lyrics and what was occuring. lf you follow me.
The night he shapeshifted on the 20/07/2002 l was playing a CD called 'Moodfood'. The track "somewhere" on this cd creates the atmosphere of that night very much, it was and still is a favourite on mine. itunes has it.
Playing music in my room has been a major pastime in my 'sheltered' life...its been something thats helped me continue on too.
l have no idea what track was playing on the CD as time stood still for me, everthing just went dead silent in the room, as l stood there with a mop in my hand standing a few feet away from him, both of us just looking at each other...there was no fear just a calm state of shock. lt was to happen again on the 22/08/2002.
l did it again Dot Connector lm hopeless pressing this keypad with one finger, it was the 22/07/2002, H.T's birthday not the 08.
l may as well explain now....
Sunday night the 22/07/02 was H'T's birthday the second night after this event. l was behind the bar doing my best but work was only a means of getting by as shellshock had set in and an unraveling effect was taking place within my mind....dot connecting in other words. l heard the backdoor open and 'H' came staggering in through a small hallway which lead into the restuarant, he was drunk and l'd never seen him intoxicated before. lt was no use asking him questions in this state...but that was not what was on my mind. l wont go into detail but the whole time he was there, about 10 minutes or less, my eyes were focused on his face as he spoke to me, gulping down a tall glass of Jim Bean then making a telephone call. You see one eye, the right was human and the other eye, the left was a large protruding alien eye, it was so bizarre watching him do normal things. He said to me "Whats wrong?" as l stood in front of him looking at each eye. "Nothing" l said quietly...l just liked him so much l couldn't believe it, then he left to go out with others waiting out in the restuarants carpark, they were going out with him to a Mens Club for his birthday. "Happy Birthday H....you'll be sick if you drink anymore" Did they see this or am l only able to see it? Fuck the things l had to navigate my way through emotionally...sometimes it stil brings me to tears, those days now long gone.
lm not commenting on this song lm just chatting here for its as good as anyplace to reveal this, you know songs played a major part
ReplyDeletein the background of the ambience around H.T. at night, in the House of Attitudes.
l had no idea a the time though and it wasn't
by accident l was to find...they were speaking
a cryptic language to my sub conscious mind.
l was in charge of the music in the restuarant
and l have to say l was brilliant...Ha.
lts astonishing to me now what was played around H.T. lyrically...its me and him in the
lyrics and what was occuring.
lf you follow me.
The night he shapeshifted on the 20/07/2002
l was playing a CD called 'Moodfood'.
The track "somewhere" on this cd creates the
atmosphere of that night very much, it was and still is a favourite on mine.
itunes has it.
Playing music in my room has been a major pastime in my 'sheltered' life...its been something thats helped me continue on too.
"Somewhere"....Alex Cortiz
House of Attitudes soundtrack
l have no idea what track was playing
ReplyDeleteon the CD as time stood still for me, everthing just went dead silent in the room,
as l stood there with a mop in my hand standing a few feet away from him, both of us just looking at each other...there was no fear just a calm state of shock.
lt was to happen again on the 22/08/2002.
Oh yeah track one called "searchin'"
ReplyDeletel've dedicated to me mate "flash"
A Warning Theme 1999
"Searching"...Alex Cortiz.
l did it again Dot Connector lm hopeless pressing this keypad with one finger, it was the 22/07/2002, H.T's birthday not the 08.
ReplyDeletel may as well explain now....
Sunday night the 22/07/02 was H'T's birthday the second night after this event.
l was behind the bar doing my best but work was only a means of getting by as shellshock had set in and an unraveling effect was taking
place within my mind....dot connecting in other words.
l heard the backdoor open and 'H' came staggering in through a small hallway which lead into the restuarant, he was drunk and l'd never seen him intoxicated before.
lt was no use asking him questions in this state...but that was not what was on my mind.
l wont go into detail but the whole time he was there, about 10 minutes or less, my eyes were focused on his face as he spoke to me, gulping down a tall glass of Jim Bean then making a telephone call.
You see one eye, the right was human and the
other eye, the left was a large protruding alien eye, it was so bizarre watching him do
normal things.
He said to me "Whats wrong?" as l stood in front of him looking at each eye.
"Nothing" l said quietly...l just liked him so much l couldn't believe it, then he left to go out with others waiting out in the restuarants carpark, they were going out with him to a Mens Club for his birthday.
"Happy Birthday H....you'll be sick if you drink anymore"
Did they see this or am l only able to see it?
Fuck the things l had to navigate my way through emotionally...sometimes it stil brings me to tears, those days now long gone.
But l'm glad l know what l know.